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Sunday, December 27th, 2009
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My new self-quote (yes, I suffer hubris) is:
"Never let the Rat profit, friend, for it is inevitable that they will meet with many other successes in their lives, regardless of our interference."
Case in point, the daily fuckups you meet on the street, lapping up government money while they sit on their arses smoking and drinking and playing WoW, while you labor intensively to make minimum rent.
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Sigh, a morning full of reading/watching yaoi and an evening full of drawing pretty boys (character sketches for that webcomic I'll start...eventually...) and watching Jane in Austen, a British miniseries about a modern girl set in Pride and Prejudice, has lent to me a fierce longing to engage in an RP with someone amenable to regency period with...oh, forbidden romance? Oh I know such things technically didn't exist back then, but that's the fun of it, isn't it?
However, seeing as I have exceeding difficulty finding acceptable (and proliferant) RP partners even keeping my interest pool as wide open as I can allow (excepting only incest, pedophilia and furries), I can only imagine my chances of finding a partner willing and capable of engaging in this much smaller specification to be rather, well, nill.
Ah, well. Back to drawing, I suppose. And dreading the return to the dawn awakenings come tomorrow.
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Rewatched all of Junjou Romantica, then started reading the missing chapters and the ones that came out after the series ended on Mangafox (which I usually hate due to missing pages, but JR seems to be up okay). I always liked Egoist the best, I guess because I'm a fan of gekokujoh, and because I like too-serious easily-flustered chars like Hiroki. (Nowaki is okay...sometimes he's so-nice-he's-annoying, but Hiro seems to like him, so eh).
But in the manga, even terribly translated fan-scanlations aside, both Miyagi and Shinobu say the funniest things. Funniest Miyagi line: grabbing Shinobu after Shinobu expresses fears that Miyagi and Hiroki are an item, he shouts "No, you don't understand! Kamijo is a HOMO!" which naturally begs the question of, "well, so are you?" Funniest Shinobu line: finally gets around to admitting to this classmates that he's in a relationship with someone, though not yet that it's another male- classmate: "How much older than you [is she]?" Shinobu, completely deadpan: "SEVENTEEN YEARS."
Yeah...that bothers me a little too. But you know, I like the fact that Miyagi is bothered by it, continually bothered by it, even though it was the younger one who kept insisting on going out. Junjou isn't very realistic, but it's sweet and addictive in the way that fluffy yaoi usually is. However Terrorist is the most realistic coupling I think, and I like realism the best.
Anyway, enough prophesizing. I need to do something worthwhile for the rest of the day...like play more Dragon Age or something, lawl...
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Friday, December 25th, 2009
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| Time: | 5:24 pm. |
| Mood: |  depressed. |
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It sucks not having friends.
What is a friend, anyway?
Someone you talk to regularly? What counts as "regularly?" And where do you draw the line? Frequent customers, your boss, your teacher, are all those friends? Or is it someone you care about and whom you hope cares about you?
If it's the latter, then I can safely say I have no friends. Unless you count my parents, who love me unconditionally, and even then that'd be pretty sad. "A personality only a mother could love..." That's me, though ironically even my mother and I don't like each other very much. My father is obsessed with me, but that stems from his own mental problems more than anything on my part. Even he makes snide remarks about how he wishes I was different.
I'm not feeling suicidal exactly, just tired. Tired of life, tired of jumping through hoops in a futile effort to make people like me, only to have none of it come to fruition. Tired of seeing complete mooching ASSHOLES gather a diehard posse of friend, and I can't figure out what they have that I don't. They're not even nice, they're conniving shitheads, but they have friends who love them. What's wrong with me? What horrible thing do I do or say that makes people hate me so much?
Not hate. that's hyperbole. Nothing. They nothing me. They tolerate me. They're too nice to tell me to "get lost," but I should never, ever mistake that niceness for actual friendship. Which is fine. If they don't like me, they don't like me. I can't resent them for not liking me--obviously there're many things wrong with me, which is why they don't like me.
As always, I wish I knew the secret. I wish I knew what all those dimfucks do that makes people like them, no matter (in fact, encouraged by) how worthless they are. What is it?
But if I don't say anything, I don't get noticed. It is as if I don't exist.
So, to be hated/disliked/thought annoying, or not to be noticed at all.
Are those really my only two choices? Well, shit.
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Thursday, December 24th, 2009
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Huh...just watched Shrek the Third for the first time, it was surprisingly hilarious. It's such a pleasant change when a movie doesn't blow chunks.
I can't believe Justin Timberlake played Arthur though. He sounds SO young. I thought the character model kinda looked like Harry Potter without glasses :p
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| Time: | 6:00 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. |
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Sigh. It happened again. It always happens. Now and then, I somehow convince myself it'll turn out different for once, that, for once, I will wake up more rested and be glad for the time I spent napping.
But no. It never happens this way. I always wake up, one or three or five hours later, completely discombobulated and, more than often, even more tired than when I fell asleep.
It's not as if I was oh-my-god-can't-stay-awake tired before. I HATE getting up early, hate that no matter how much sleep I get the night before, I am ALWAYS tired when I have to rise before 10 am (often even after), yet classes, work, etc. are always structured for morning people, leaving late afternooners like us out of luck. Despite the fact that we have lovely things called electric lights now that allow one to operate at most any hour, the majority of the public still insists on running a "rise with the sun" program, and everyone else must follow it, or be seriously left out.
Am I the only one who has such trouble getting up early? When I get to work, all around me are fresh faces, eager to do the incredibly dull tedium that is data entry, many of whom have arrived a half hour, hour earlier than me even. What is their problem? How can they stand to rise so early and be HAPPY about it? How can my mother rise every morning at dawn, stop playing games at midnight or one am, and be totally fine? How, also, can she make herself fall asleep on a dime, maximizing what free time she chooses to have in the use of slumber?
Aagh. I feel so whiny right now. I want to go back to sleep, but if I do, I'll be even more messed up in the head. Even more confused when I wake up. Even more doomed to a nonsensical schedule that will absolutely kill me, come Monday. Yet as I try to force myself to stay up, my eyelids droop, my head swims, my vision blurs; my psyche or brain or something in between whispers, "Sleep...just a little...you'll feel better for it afterwards, I prooomise!"
No. I will not attend to that siren's call again so soon. I have learned that lesson for today, for, hopefully, the next few months, thank you. At least until, like nostalgia about a beloved kid's movie, I forget all the negative things about napping and convince myself that somehow, now it will help. Now it will do what naps are supposed to do: return me to the land of the living, as far as wakefulness goes.
I am reading a new book now. Rather, listening on tape to it, as I plot in survey result after survey result (a cursedly and blessedly monotonous task, which I am currently earning the pleasure of minimum wage for performing. Eh...it's a job). It is called "Fat Girl," by, I think, Judith Moore. It is, naturally, about a fat girl. I admit I skip ahead sometimes on the pages, minutes, segments of hours, spent describing the many, many, many, many (many many) very specifically described foods the author wants to devour. I can sympathize, even salivate, when she describes things I also enjoy--chocolate mousse cake, ice cream, spinache quiche. However, I descend into apathy, then on into pure horror and disgust, as she continues on into fat-battered onion rings, deep fried pork cutlets, fat-infused chitlins and bratwurst and hot dogs sweating out fat by the pint. I am no health food purist, I will eat most anything if I am hungry enough, but even I, sick of the usual foods though I am, cannot summon up the appetite at the thought of eating anything so terribly, terribly bad for you. If anything, my very veins seem to seize up painfully, just at the thought of the rotund, grotesque fat cells that would greedily soak into my body with each and every bite. It's really not even about looking fat, though that's an adverse side effect to be sure. What really grosses me out are the mental images of my veins clogged with cholesterol, the blood flow restricted, my poor heart pumping so desperately to keep alive the whale of blubber I have become.
Of course, I have never been fat. I have never been so much as chubby. I have a fast metabolism, and though I have moments of ravenous hunger, my appetite is always assuaged with relatively very little food--very little compared to the fatsoes who regularly consume a breakfast for three, that is.
But my mother is obese, always has been. And, living in America, I am surrounded by obesity. My own father is at least ten pounds overweight, though his tall frame hides it better than my mother's dwarflike one does. I've always had a sort of fascination with fat, just as I did with animal reproductive cycles (no, I am not a chubby chaser by any means, I assure you. The two fascinations have nothing to do with each other). I remember obsessing over a book I had as a child, a particular page in fact. It was a Bernstein Bears children's book, and it detailed the exploits of the children gaining too much weight from eating too much candy.
There was the page. The one page. Showing the children from the front, the back, the sides. Showing their roundness, their plumpness, their disproportionate stomachs to their otherwise small, anthropomorphic frames. I was not disgusted, exactly, but I was fascinated. I can't say another word, because that was what it was--fascination. I looked at the page, I looked at my own mother, who is herself very large and very red-faced and very quick to scream and hit me, and I began to form a correlation. It took me years to identify it for what it was later on, but here it is: fat people are mean. More specifically, fat people are quick-tempered, loud, angry, and often verbally abusive.
Of course this isn't always true, but I didn't know it then. And I had a lot of evidence to back it up, as well--my mother is certainly not the only fat, mean person I know. Actually, it's a fact that I know more angry fat people than angry skinny people--but that is probably more due to the fact that I know more fat people than skinny people, period. I laughed and laughed when, on "Wife Swap" yesterday, a rich, blonde, super-health-conscious mom from Southern California went to live with a family of incorrgible fatties in Florida and she insisted over and over that "everyone in California is thin." What planet are you from, lady? If you want to know the truth, the six months I lived in Florida, I saw more skinny people than I ever did living here. However, I lived in Sarasota, known for catering to its 5% super rich old folk population, not to the much larger majority of overworked 20-30-somethings of the lower middle class that lived there, like me and Angel and Angel's husband and about all their friends. I'm sure in other parts of Florida, people are much more prone to fattitude. And in other pats of California, people are more prone to developing athletic bodies. It just made me laugh, is all. What a silly, limited-in-experience woman.
Okay, enough waxing on, I think. I'm sure I've pissed off a lot of random passersby with my soliloquoy on my relationship towards fat people, but let me assure you--I do not see fat people as the devil incarnate. I do not automatically discount someone as a friend if they are fat, as most of my friend repertoire will prove. I do not spend every waking hour thinking "thank god I'm skinny" or "I hate fat people" (for the record, I only "hate" rapists and murderers. And if I 'dislike' a fat person, it is because they constantly whine about how hard it is to keep themselves from eating sweets, when a look at the receipts for the month proves that they indulge themselves quite regularly [I am of course mainly thinking of my mother in this respect]). Anyway...yes. I had a point in there somewhere, sorry I lost it.
In conclusion, I am not fat, I do not smoke, I do not drink, I do not do drugs, I do not play games obsessively, I don't even drink coffee more than once a month. If I had to pick one habit to break, it would be to apply myself more towards the cause of not being so lazy. Yet when staying awake is a pure act of willpower and drains (conversely) every ounce of energy I do have, am I perhaps expecting too much of myself?
Maybe this is a little like what a fat person feels when resisting sweets, me resisting sleep. Yes. I can sympathize with that, a little, perhaps.
Yet here I am, staying awake, despite my exhaustion. Hopefully you, enraged obese person reading this, can do the same in regards to your diet of the week.
Good luck.
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Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009
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I hereby vow to save every cent I earn to hopefully get a large intuos 4 tablet by the time school starts. I'll probably make about 380, so if my mom or a potential scholarship can pay the remaining 20, I might actually be able to get one at long last.
the 3s are cheaper, but the 4s come with lots of shortcut buttons, have better sensitivity, work better with vista, and, well, they're just so pretty...
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Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009
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| Time: | 2:21 pm. |
| Mood: |  surprised. |
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Wow...holy crap. David just called and his dad offered me another data entry job until the 8th o.o Starting tomorrow at 8 am o.o I didn't know today would be my last day to sleep in, lol. Now if only my period could somehow end today on the second day, that would be great.
Mwaah, I'm in shock, I've never had a job just drop in my lap like this, not even temp work...
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Monday, December 21st, 2009
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Hmm, that was...hmm. Interesting. Creepy. Interestingly creepy. I breathed "creepy" about every five minutes the whole time I watched it. Disturbing character models. The cat was cute though. Cats generally are. The boy...disturbing, button eyes or no. Hunchback? Disturbing. Dad too. Ohh, especially later on. Nightmares ahoy. Ah, but interesting. Mirrormask without the cheesy music.
CGI? Claymation? Combo of both? Uncanny valley, for certain. Which is odd, because neither the character models nor the animations were at all realistic. But uncanny all the same. Peculiar. Very interesting.
Well anyway. I guess I'm glad I saw Coraline. I wonder what Saviira thought of it, if she saw it. She sounded so excited about it when they first started advertising. She probably convinced herself she likes it but doesn't really.
Bleh, time for some sweet Zev loving before I go to bed, hopefully he can assuage the nightmares somewhat.
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"Ah, the calf-eyed look, I know it well. Tell me, friend: does the one you pine for...happen to look rather stunning in plate mail?"
Note to self: Write DAO fanfiction.
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| Time: | 9:52 am. |
| Mood: | sick. |
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...Urgh. Period. Cramps. Bloating. Nausea.
Although, I do believe this is the first time in recorded history that my period has struck at a non-super-inconvenient time. I am immensely surprised it didn't strike last week during finals.
Still, cramps. Bloating. Nausea. Oh yes, and gallons of blood.
Mooooaaaannnn.
Why oh why couldn't I be born male? You dolts have it SO much easier.
Now if only this adorably annoying cat would stop insisting on laying on my lap-slash-stomach, I could maybe get through this.
Oh yes, and also constantly rubbing eye boogers on my arm. Eeewww.
Oh yeah, the kittens, so cute. Some are bad natured, but the friendly ones are so adorable. Even a single finger is too big to scratch the chins of the littlest ones, and it's adorable when they get so enthusiastic about rubbing against you that they slip on the floor and fall over. Their cuteness defies explanation. Puppies have NOTHING on itty bitty kittens.
But none of them replace MY cats. Innit that right, Marmy who I love so much that I allow to stay on my lap despite the fact that he's making my stomach hurt worse and rubbing eye boogers on my arm? ^-^;;
Now back to wishing I hadn't gone to Redcliffe first in Dragon Age.
BTW why does EVERY QUEST have a sense of time urgency to it? Does it really matter? HTF am I supposed to know what to do first if all of them are like "do me first or THE WORLD WILL END!!" ?!?
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Saturday, December 19th, 2009
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Okay. Let me demonstrate for you what a hard-ass Alistair is to please.
In the camp, with his current approval rating hovering around the middle, I asked him "So how did you become a Grey Warden?" and systematically determined the plusses and minuses in approval that resulted from the conversation trees.
1 1 1 1=0
1 1 1 2=1
1 1 1 3=-3
1 1 1 4=+1
1 1 2 1=+0
1 1 2 2=+1
1 1 2 3=-3
1 1 2 4=+1
1 1 3 1=+0
1 1 3 2=+1
1 1 3 3=-3
1 1 3 4=+1
1 2 1 1=+0
1 2 1 2=+1
1 2 1 3=-3
1 2 1 4=+1
1 2 2 1=+0
1 2 2 2=+1
1 2 2 3=-3
1 2 2 4=+1
1 2 3 1=+0
1 2 3 2=+1
1 2 3 3=-3
1 2 3 4=+1
1 3 1 1=+0
1 3 1 2=+1
1 3 1 3=-3
1 3 1 4=+1
1 3 2 1=+0
1 3 2 2=+1
1 3 2 3=-3
1 3 2 4=+1
1 3 3 1=+0
1 3 3 2=+1
1 3 3 3=-3
1 3 3 4=+1
2 1 1 1=+0
2 1 1 2=+1
2 1 1 3=-3
2 1 1 4=+1
2 1 2 1=+0
2 1 2 2=+1
2 1 2 3=-3
2 1 2 4=+1
2 1 3 1=+0
2 1 3 2=+1
2 1 3 3=-3
2 1 3 4=+1
2 2 1 1=+0
2 2 1 2=+1
2 2 1 3=-3
2 2 1 4=+1
2 2 2 1=+0
2 2 2 2=+1
2 2 2 3=-3
2 2 2 4=+1
2 2 3 1=+0
2 2 3 2=+1
2 2 3 3=-3
2 2 3 4=+1
2 3 1 1=+0
2 3 1 2=+1
2 3 1 3=-3
2 3 1 4=+1
2 3 2 1=+0
2 3 2 2=+1
2 3 2 3=-3
2 3 2 4=+1
2 3 3 1=+0
2 3 3 2=+1
2 3 3 3=-3
2 3 3 4=+1
(At+1 this point I was getting sick to death of testing out tiers I knew didn't matter, so I cut to the chase:)
3 1 1 1=-1
3 1 1 2=+0
(Picking the fourth option opens a sub-tier, hence (these))
4 (1) 1 1 1=-1
4 (1) 1 1 2=+0
4 (2) 1 1 1=+0
4 (2) 1 1 2=+1
4 (3) 1 1 1=-2
4 (3) 1 1 2=-1
4 (4) 1 1 1=+0
4 (4) 1 1 2=+1
In conclusion:
Tier 1:
1 & 2 = no change
3 = -1
4 (1) = -1
4 (3) = -2
Tier 2:
no change
Tier 3:
no change
Tier 4:
1 = no change
2 = +1
3 = no change
4 = +1
Basically, all this work resulted in a range of -3 to +1. In other words, extremely incremental changes on an approval scale of -100 to 100.
Ergo, Alistair is a HARDASS MOTHAFUCKA TO PLEASE!!
What's interesting is that the responses that do make a change don't seem to have a very strong consistency to them. The two damaging responses to Tier 1 are:
"Don't be an idiot. > Be serious and answer the question."
and
">Great. Now you're a buffoon?"
Both are basically insults, but could be considered somewhat sarcastic. I mean Alistair's response to the original "Don't be an idiot" is fairly jovial, and that in itself doesn't harm the score--only if you pick 1 or 3 in succession. On various sites it's recommended that you "joke with Alistair but don't directly insult him." Well isn't "Don't be an idiot" insulting, but it doesn't cause harm?
The only thing in the conversation that actually increases the score, by a measly 1 point each, are the responses "I'm sorry." and "He was a good man." which follow Alistair's lamenting a fallen father figure. Neither of which is at all joking nor insulting, whereas the response "Don't start crying again. Please." COULD be considered a joking response (maybe, if you're like Morrigan) but it scores you a whopping -3 points all in one fell swoop.
I think, perhaps, is the problem that the word choices are static, with no verbal influctions to twist it into either an insult or a sympathetic joke. Maybe when the programmers were mapping out the options, they had a much different interpretation of the phrases than they sound without a voice behind them.
Or maybe I'm just crazy and suck at interpreting insult from light-hearted sarcasm.
Either way, UGH!!
(Although maybe the main reason why I'm having such a hard time impressing Alistair is because I'm playing another dude, and the poor knight templar is homophobically afraid that any form of overt friendliess to a fellow XY is going to be interpreted as romantic interest. XD)
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Sorry, RP buddies. Gmail won't load and Dragon Age calls o.- We'll play tomorrow, k? <3
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Resident class moron sitting across from me beatboxing and muttering incoherent pothead ravings needs to STFU before I reach across the table and punch his empty head in.
Ah, if only...
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Okay. Okay. Okay. I give up.
I wanted to do it the conversational way, but Alistair's personality seems to be COMPLETELY INCONSISTENT and once I think I figure out what he likes, he decides to do a complete 180 and react badly to what was before a good choice.
So fuck it. I'll just gift him into liking me. Though he's not gay so the best we can do is become drinking pals.
Booo.
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ARGH. I'm going to bed.
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Friday, December 18th, 2009
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Phew...just got back from my first day of taking care of kittens. It was fun, but...it got really boring, lol. Cute as kittens are, there's only so much you can do with them for four hours straight o.- Hardly any work to do. Mostly just making sure people don't steal or hurt them, heh.
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Thursday, December 17th, 2009
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Oh man. I finally got around to riding my bike around the lake with my dad like I kept saying I would, and boy am I sore XD It was fun though. Well, except for the fact that the seat is made for a much smaller butt than mine, so I was really feeling the metal outline of it imprinted into my skinny bum within the first hour. But no pain no gain right?
Weirdly enough I started to feel really nauseous halfway in. I had a good breakfast and I was keeping myself hydrated, so I don't know why. Too much sun? o.- It was weirdly summerish today. Jeepers, not even the new year yet and it's already going back to hot x.x I hate California...
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Wednesday, December 16th, 2009
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HEHEHE
Me 4:28 pm
http://www.okcupid.com/profile/hotbitch101/
Me 4:28 pm
that caused me physical pain to write.
Friend 4:28 pm
Lulz
Oh dear.
Me 4:29 pm
i need more pictures to make it look authentic but couldn't find any that weren't obviously photoshopped and weren't of a totally different face
Friend 4:29 pm
oh my goodness. XD
Me 4:29 pm
It's probably a little too misspelled. Sigh. This is hard!
Friend 4:29 pm
It is a bit
Yeah
XD
Sorry
Friend 4:31 pm
Um
So
My email client is being for shit.
Lol
Right on cue, there it goes.
Me 4:31 pm
lol
there, I fixed a few.
Friend 4:31 pm
Good
Me 4:31 pm
and watch, I swear to god, I'm going to be overwhelmed.
Friend 4:36 pm
Goddammit.
Me 4:36 pm
lol perfect
five minutes in, i get a im
Friend 4:36 pm
Haha
Me 4:36 pm
the pic caption I put "too much boobs? hehe"
Friend 4:36 pm
You totally were right.
Me 4:36 pm
and this guy..
Friend 4:36 pm
yeah?
Me 4:36 pm
[4:36:02 pm]Tsokye:no, not too much boobs
[4:36:15 pm]hotbitch101:o good hehe
[4:36:31 pm]Tsokye:showing more is better. LOL
[4:36:38 pm]Tsokye:cute pic
[4:36:44 pm]hotbitch101:thanks! :-D
41 years old naturally
Friend 4:36 pm
LUlz!
Me 4:37 pm
glad ur not really a bitch
[4:37:03 pm]hotbitch101:me 2 hehe
a match made in retardsville.
u have sweet smile
[4:37:19 pm]hotbitch101:aww ur sweet hehe
Friend 4:37 pm
Oh my god, Ceri
Me 4:37 pm
*brain implodes*
Friend 4:37 pm
You've got to RickRoll that mofo
Link him to a rickroll on youtube and say it's a video of you dancing
XD
Me 4:37 pm
aw but then I'll break the illusion XD
Friend 4:37 pm
XD
In retardsville.. Haha
alright, alright
screw with him some more first then.
Me 4:38 pm
XD
i try
[4:37:38 pm]hotbitch101:wats ur name?
[4:37:43 pm]Tsokye:Tsokye
[4:37:52 pm]Tsokye:Really 100 percent natural?
[4:37:58 pm]hotbitch101:i meen ur real name lol
[4:38:01 pm]hotbitch101:yes! jeexz!
[4:38:05 pm]hotbitch101:it runs in my family
[4:38:12 pm]hotbitch101:my mom has reel big boobs too
[4:38:15 pm]Tsokye:good genes
[4:38:18 pm]hotbitch101:yah
[4:38:29 pm]hotbitch101:she calls em birthing hips
[4:38:29 pm]hotbitch101:big hips 2 lol
doesn't look like it
[4:38:58 pm]Tsokye:very sexy shape
[4:39:02 pm]hotbitch101:yea? i hope tahts a good thing hehe
[4:39:10 pm]hotbitch101:ur so nice <3
[4:39:14 pm]Tsokye:all very good
how do I kick this up a notch...
oh and two new messages in the inbox too of course
oh from the same guy, one that he added "me" as a fav and "great pic"
oos <<
I meant to put her birthday at 89 I guess I accidentally put it higher
Me 4:40 pm
u look young
[4:39:54 pm]Tsokye:not even 28
[4:40:07 pm]hotbitch101:hehe i no
[4:40:13 pm]hotbitch101:i work out all the time, thas why!
[4:40:27 pm]Tsokye:cool. me too
will u be famous soon?
[4:41:11 pm]hotbitch101:i hope hehe
[4:41:20 pm]hotbitch101:i have a adition next saturday
*DIES*
Friend 4:41 pm
lol
Me 4:42 pm
should I stop showing you?
Friend 4:42 pm
Sent, btw.
Erh
Sending..
x.x
Me 4:42 pm
god he's so dumb
Me 4:42 pm
I want to reach through the screen and slap him then yell "You fucking sexist twat!"
Friend 4:42 pm
huh?
I don't care
Me 4:43 pm
that profile is the most garbagetastic thing I could think of, and yet he's still stalking "me" because he thinks I'm a huge breasted blonde lol
males suck
Friend 4:43 pm
-sighs-
Ok. I'll tell you what. Let's rp here while we can. When you leave, I'll email you with the posts from here, so your log will be complete still.
Ok?
Or not!
Fucking internet!
-punches it-
Me 4:44 pm
it's okay :p
Friend 4:44 pm
Email sent. fyi.
._.
Me 4:44 pm
yeah reading
Friend is offline 4:45 pm
IMs are delivered when the buddy signs in. Send Friend a text message
Me 4:46 pm
"...Now what?" Adrian grumbled to herself, staring after Ocean for a spell before making chase. Her own legs ate up the ground much more skillfully than the water-creature's, easily pulling her abreast of the girl. "You better be showing me where my things are," she added in a low growl. Maybe Ocean was leading her into a trap? Well, if that happened, she'd just have to defend herself. For reassurance, she patted the sheath at her side.*
Me 4:47 pm
lol and anothe rmessage from a total stranger
Me 4:51 pm
...I don't know how much I can do this. My brain is going to explode.
okay okay I'm done lol
*rickrolls*
Me 4:53 pm
htf do you search videos not playlsts on youtube x.x
...okay i rickrolled him, now what? x.x
and another new message
"I have a few questions for you, Sherri...
I know these are odd questions lol
1. Do you like to go barefoot?
2. Are you barefoot right now?
3. Have you ever gone barefoot in public in a place you wouldn't normally, like on your job or something?"
......
Friend is available 4:56 pm
Me 4:56 pm
oh my god
morooooon
Friend 4:57 pm
Did he seriiously
Send Message Failed. Message is too long. 4:57 pm
Friend 4:57 pm
You rickrolled him
and he kept talking
?
Me 4:57 pm
if he wasn't too stupid to know how to copy a text link and paste it in a url bar, I would XD
u wanna see?
[4:54:34 pm]hotbitch101:ok!
[4:54:35 pm]hotbitch101:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHg5SJYRHA0
[4:54:38 pm]Tsokye:sure
[4:54:44 pm]hotbitch101:does that work 4 u?
let me see
[4:55:53 pm]Tsokye:nothing happened
[4:56:17 pm]hotbitch101:what?
[4:56:21 pm]hotbitch101:y not?
[4:56:27 pm]hotbitch101:it didnt load?
[4:56:27 pm]Tsokye:i dont know
[4:56:34 pm]hotbitch101:hmm
[4:56:44 pm]hotbitch101:i think u have 2 select it an copy it
[4:56:47 pm]Tsokye:hold on
[4:56:51 pm]hotbitch101:it dont let u make click link here
..sigh.
Friend 4:57 pm
lol
good grief
stupid, stupid, stupid
Me 4:59 pm
...and apparently he's never been rickrolledbefore
thats not u!
[4:58:34 pm]hotbitch101:huh?
[4:58:36 pm]hotbitch101:yes it is!
[4:58:46 pm]Tsokye:the music video?
[4:58:48 pm]hotbitch101:u don' think it looks like me?
[4:58:50 pm]hotbitch101:ur meen!
[4:58:51 pm]hotbitch101:huh?
[4:58:58 pm]hotbitch101:no im dancing on a table at a club
[4:59:05 pm]hotbitch101:lol u think its a music video?
...AGH
why did I do this? this is making me sick lol
Friend 4:59 pm
I don't know!
You've created a monsterrr
Me 4:59 pm
oh god.
foot fetish guy:
Sweet! Do you have any pics of yourself posing while barefoot, or a camera you can take some with?
Friend 5:00 pm
D:
Me 5:00 pm
me: no sorry my cam jus got stolen ;_; i was at a party an some doosh grabed it ot of my purse! can u believe it????????????
Friend 5:00 pm
Oh my freaking god. lol.
Me 5:00 pm
him: that sucks you make me hard
Friend 5:00 pm
You get hit up
Me 5:00 pm
the species is doomed.
Friend 5:00 pm
By a foot fetishist.
Lovely.
Me 5:00 pm
Fucking. Doomed.
oh so he does know what rick rolling is apparnetly lol
Friend 5:00 pm
pretty much.
Me 5:00 pm
*apparently
Friend 5:01 pm
haha
Me 5:01 pm
sherri's stupidity is apparently rubbing off on me irl
Friend 5:01 pm
Oh jeeze.
Me 5:01 pm
huh?
[4:58:58 pm]hotbitch101:no im dancing on a table at a club
[4:59:05 pm]hotbitch101:lol u think its a music video?
[4:59:58 pm]Tsokye:u sent me a rick rolled video from the 80's or 90's
[5:00:50 pm]hotbitch101:wats rick roled?
Friend 5:01 pm
haha
I'm shocked he's still talking to you
Me 5:01 pm
never mind
[5:01:17 pm]Tsokye:u sent wrong clip
[5:01:33 pm]hotbitch101:o...
[5:01:37 pm]hotbitch101:rly? srry
Friend 5:01 pm
rick roll is kinda pwned so most people quit
Me 5:01 pm
HE thinks I'M stupid XD
paste it urself and see
[5:01:57 pm]hotbitch101:ok ??
is he trying to rick roll me back? XD
okay okay so
Friend 5:02 pm
LOL
idiot
K
i'm gonna post.
Possibly.
I guess you didn't email the last post to me?
Me 5:02 pm
do I just tell him I have to go and stop talking to him, or do I say "by the way you're a womanizing jackass, congrats on making a fool of yourself"
Friend 5:02 pm
nevermind lol you did
Me 5:02 pm
i did
lol
Friend 5:02 pm
sorry
Me 5:02 pm
or do I start saying really racist bitchy things?
Friend 5:02 pm
Meh
I don't honestly know
You might wanna stop now while you're ahead
before things get ugly.
Me 5:03 pm
what's the worst that could happen? :p
Friend 5:03 pm
He could find your real address via your IP.
:|
Me 5:04 pm
I'm at school :p
Friend 5:04 pm
Lol
Me 5:04 pm
what's he gonna do, stalk the whole school? XD
Friend 5:04 pm
XD!
Right
well
keep screwing around with him.
Me 5:04 pm
i am.
by the way ur not poor r u?
[5:03:25 pm]Tsokye:bummer. i wanted to see it
[5:03:29 pm]hotbitch101:i haaate poor ppl
[5:03:32 pm]Tsokye:no why?
[5:03:34 pm]hotbitch101:i meen like
[5:03:46 pm]hotbitch101:dey ware crap from like dunmpsters
[5:03:57 pm]hotbitch101:n their like 'so wat it looks good'
[5:03:59 pm]hotbitch101:um, noo!!
[5:04:23 pm]hotbitch101:u no wat i meen?
Friend 5:04 pm
lol
Me 5:04 pm
i get it
[5:04:41 pm]hotbitch101:good lol
[5:04:46 pm]hotbitch101:so ur not poor then? thats good
[5:04:55 pm]hotbitch101:srry byt i cant be frends with people like dat
ok bored now.
Me 5:05 pm
but if i come out, he's gonna report me to the admins lol
Friend 5:05 pm
True..
hm.
Then it'll be the end of your stupid-bitch escapades.
Me 5:05 pm
unless i make a new profile :p
Friend 5:05 pm
Say 'o no my boyfriend just came home! gtg!'
or yeah
rinse and repeat :-P
Me 5:06 pm
lol
The full log:
[4:36:58 pm]Tsokye:glad ur not really a bitch
[4:37:09 pm]Tsokye:u have sweet smile
[4:37:27 pm]Tsokye:i try
[4:37:43 pm]Tsokye:Tsokye
[4:37:52 pm]Tsokye:Really 100 percent natural?
[4:38:15 pm]Tsokye:good genes
[4:38:48 pm]Tsokye:doesn't look like it
[4:38:58 pm]Tsokye:very sexy shape
[4:39:14 pm]Tsokye:all very good
[4:39:46 pm]Tsokye:u look young
[4:39:54 pm]Tsokye:not even 28
[4:40:27 pm]Tsokye:cool. me too
[4:41:06 pm]Tsokye:will u be famous soon?
[4:41:48 pm]Tsokye:whats the part? Have u done any film, tv or video yt?
[4:42:09 pm]hotbitch101:um no i did some commercials and i waz in a frends short film but nothing big yet
[4:42:15 pm]hotbitch101:lots of competitin u no!
[4:42:21 pm]Tsokye:i know
[4:43:00 pm]Tsokye:do u think ur a good actress?
[4:43:32 pm]hotbitch101:of curse!
[4:43:41 pm]hotbitch101:my acting guru says im his favorite student!
[4:43:54 pm]Tsokye:thats sweet
[4:43:59 pm]hotbitch101:ya i no
[4:44:24 pm]Tsokye:maybe i should change my name to hotbitch 102
[4:44:32 pm]hotbitch101:oops i just left the screen on accident x.x
[4:44:36 pm]hotbitch101:whys that? hehe
[4:44:47 pm]Tsokye:for fun
[4:44:54 pm]hotbitch101:o i c
[4:45:00 pm]hotbitch101:but arent u a dude?
[4:45:09 pm]Tsokye:true
[4:45:14 pm]Tsokye:not a bitch
[4:45:21 pm]Tsokye:u r bi?
[4:46:19 pm]Tsokye:r u single? bf? gf?
[4:47:00 pm]hotbitch101:sorta
[4:47:08 pm]hotbitch101:i hav this guy but he lives reel far away
[4:47:15 pm]hotbitch101:so i told him i wanna find someone closer
[4:47:18 pm]Tsokye:i see
[4:47:22 pm]hotbitch101:its to lonely!
[4:47:41 pm]hotbitch101:i don reely like grrls buyt i like sleeping with them lol
[4:48:00 pm]Tsokye:i dont know any1 out there to set u up with unfort
[4:48:31 pm]hotbitch101:aww
[4:48:35 pm]hotbitch101:where r u?
[4:48:40 pm]Tsokye:NYC
[4:48:51 pm]Tsokye:u can come visit :)
[4:49:02 pm]hotbitch101:lol but i have clases!
[4:49:15 pm]Tsokye:i know
[4:49:19 pm]hotbitch101:besides plain ticets r soooo expensiv!
[4:49:44 pm]Tsokye:i get good deals
[4:50:09 pm]Tsokye:i have a friend who got a round trip ticket, NY to LA for $64!
[4:50:19 pm]hotbitch101:rly?
[4:50:20 pm]Tsokye:that was just v2 months ago
[4:50:25 pm]hotbitch101:thats a greet deal
[4:50:29 pm]Tsokye:crazy, right?
[4:50:30 pm]hotbitch101:wel maybe somday
[4:50:39 pm]hotbitch101:i don even no u yet lol
[4:50:48 pm]Tsokye:so many good actresses here
[4:50:50 pm]hotbitch101:so u think im cute huh?
[4:50:53 pm]Tsokye:and actors
[4:50:56 pm]hotbitch101:u liek my hair?
[4:51:02 pm]Tsokye:yes ur cute
[4:51:10 pm]hotbitch101:my friens told me i shud cut it short ;_;
[4:51:33 pm]Tsokye:i like long hair mainly
[4:51:38 pm]hotbitch101:me 2
[4:51:42 pm]hotbitch101:i think its prettyr
[4:51:48 pm]Tsokye:fun 2 play with
[4:51:53 pm]hotbitch101:hehe
[4:52:02 pm]hotbitch101:don pul 2 hard i don like pain!
[4:52:21 pm]Tsokye:maybe just a little pain ; )
[4:52:28 pm]hotbitch101:hey u wana see a video of me dancin at a club?
[4:53:03 pm]Tsokye:how?
[4:54:19 pm]hotbitch101:its on utoob
[4:54:29 pm]hotbitch101:my frien uploaded it
[4:54:29 pm]Tsokye:send link
[4:54:32 pm]hotbitch101:u wanna see?
[4:54:34 pm]hotbitch101:ok!
[4:54:35 pm]hotbitch101:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHg5SJYRHA0
[4:54:38 pm]Tsokye:sure
[4:54:44 pm]hotbitch101:does that work 4 u?
[4:54:50 pm]Tsokye:let me see
[4:55:53 pm]Tsokye:nothing happened
[4:56:17 pm]hotbitch101:what?
[4:56:21 pm]hotbitch101:y not?
[4:56:27 pm]hotbitch101:it didnt load?
[4:56:27 pm]Tsokye:i dont know
[4:56:34 pm]hotbitch101:hmm
[4:56:44 pm]hotbitch101:i think u have 2 select it an copy it
[4:56:47 pm]Tsokye:hold on
[4:56:51 pm]hotbitch101:it dont let u make click link here
[4:58:14 pm]Tsokye:thats not u!
[4:58:34 pm]hotbitch101:huh?
[4:58:36 pm]hotbitch101:yes it is!
[4:58:46 pm]Tsokye:the music video?
[4:58:48 pm]hotbitch101:u don' think it looks like me?
[4:58:50 pm]hotbitch101:ur meen!
[4:58:51 pm]hotbitch101:huh?
[4:58:58 pm]hotbitch101:no im dancing on a table at a club
[4:59:05 pm]hotbitch101:lol u think its a music video?
[4:59:58 pm]Tsokye:u sent me a rick rolled video from the 80's or 90's
[5:00:50 pm]hotbitch101:wats rick roled?
[5:01:10 pm]Tsokye:never mind
[5:01:17 pm]Tsokye:u sent wrong clip
[5:01:33 pm]hotbitch101:o...
[5:01:37 pm]hotbitch101:rly? srry
[5:01:47 pm]Tsokye:paste it urself and see
[5:01:57 pm]hotbitch101:ok ??
[5:02:56 pm]hotbitch101:it dont work
[5:02:58 pm]hotbitch101:weird!
[5:03:06 pm]hotbitch101:i don' no, i gotta go soon
[5:03:23 pm]hotbitch101:by the way ur not poor r u?
[5:03:25 pm]Tsokye:bummer. i wanted to see it
[5:03:29 pm]hotbitch101:i haaate poor ppl
[5:03:32 pm]Tsokye:no why?
[5:03:34 pm]hotbitch101:i meen like
[5:03:46 pm]hotbitch101:dey ware crap from like dunmpsters
[5:03:57 pm]hotbitch101:n their like 'so wat it looks good'
[5:03:59 pm]hotbitch101:um, noo!!
[5:04:23 pm]hotbitch101:u no wat i meen?
[5:04:35 pm]Tsokye:i get it
[5:04:41 pm]hotbitch101:good lol
[5:04:46 pm]hotbitch101:so ur not poor then? thats good
[5:04:55 pm]hotbitch101:srry byt i cant be frends with people like dat
[5:05:49 pm]hotbitch101:hey u no wat?
[5:05:54 pm]hotbitch101:im not rely 28 lol
[5:05:56 pm]Tsokye:ok. i guess ur not poor either
[5:05:57 pm]hotbitch101:im only 24
[5:06:03 pm]hotbitch101:i put my brthday in wrong XD
[5:06:04 pm]hotbitch101:oooops!
[5:06:11 pm]Tsokye:thats`what i thought!
[5:06:15 pm]hotbitch101:hehe
[5:06:19 pm]hotbitch101:srry 4 lying
[5:06:27 pm]hotbitch101:o u no wat else?
[5:06:29 pm]Tsokye:its ok
[5:06:38 pm]hotbitch101:dats not rly me! hehe
[5:06:42 pm]hotbitch101:im not even blond!
[5:06:48 pm]hotbitch101:but dat grrl is hot right?
[5:07:00 pm]hotbitch101:Even though she's a complete fucking moron, you hit on her because you are that desperate for sex, right?
[5:07:01 pm]Tsokye:shes ok
[5:07:11 pm]hotbitch101:You're an incredibly pathetic womanizer hitting on a girl you think is half your age, right?
[5:07:13 pm]hotbitch101:Booyah!
[5:07:17 pm]hotbitch101:K bored now, bye.
[5:08:18 pm]Tsokye:thought i snagged a cam girl. Damn!!!
[5:08:59 pm]hotbitch101:No you need to be rich to attract real sluts, so sorry.
[5:09:07 pm]hotbitch101:Try hitting on girls not young enough to be your daughter.
[5:09:16 pm]hotbitch101:anyway, tata~
Me 5:10 pm
lol and two more messages whileI was doing that
Friend 5:10 pm
Seems like the unsecured message worked
*unsecured connection
lol
Lol!
Seriously two?
Me 5:10 pm
"mmm yeah ur hot" and
Friend 5:10 pm
haha
Me 5:10 pm
make that three
Friend 5:10 pm
Daaaamn
Me 5:11 pm
"good evening Hi, My name is Jason. I think you are very beautiful and very sexy. I see that you are a surfer! Nothing is hotter that a girl who surfs :-) I would love to go surfing sometime. Anyways, I would like to get to know you more! Got any big plans for the weekend? Ready for the holidays?"
Friend 5:11 pm
Aww.
he actually sounds like a decent guy!
Me 5:11 pm
except for the fact that he's hitting on a moron
purely because she is blond and big breasted
god the messages come faster than i can answer them
Friend 5:12 pm
XD
Clearly there are more desperate men than women on the site
Me 5:12 pm
i should like to the second profile and say that's my boyfriend
Me 5:12 pm
nah, it's the fact that the male one isn't clearly written by a moron
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me:
damnit no one is messaging my handsome asshole, why??
maybe it's too intimidating that he can spell?
friend:
maybe he's a bit too obvious
XD!
Mayyybe.
me:
I guess it is a little fishy, a handsome guy knowing how to spell.
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Maybe I should do a youtube video about this, but eh.
Borrowing the game from a friend and have only played a few hours, but here are my impressions so far:
-I really need a better compy. The graphics are complete shit unless you hike them all the way up, and when I do that, I have a frame rate of about one per thre seconds o.-
-I instantly hate the other elf guy in the male elf/rogue/dalen tree. And I instantly knew he was going to end up hurt (I'm guessing he's going to show up as a corrupted boss later on too, amiright?)
-I understand what PA was saying about all the races sounding the same. Like PA, I'm not saying that all Dwarves should sound Scottish and all Elves British, but having absolutely everyone sound like they come from Southern California is, needless to say, rather dull.
-Doesn't help that pretty much the only physical difference between the three races is height, and even that isn't too noticeable.
-The combat system is weird, but I guess I could get into it. What I don't understand is how to get the non-selected characters to use their other skills and potions and stuff. Do you have to tell them individually what to do every time? But this game is brand new, and FFXII had that briliant gambit system, years ago! (then again, the Japanese do tend to be way more thorough in their treatment of AI functions...)
-Again, I need a faster compy. So sad. Wish I had money and a non-always-busy techy friend to look at mine, see what can be salvaged, and recommend good but not super expensive parts to make it suck less.
That's all I can think of for now. More to follow in the future, I'm sure. Oh wait one more--
-Wow, the Dalen never found this seeecret cave, even though it takes about five seconds to walk down a completely linear path to it? ... The Dalen kind of suck as woodsmen, don't they? XD
And,
-I suuuure love being boxed in with no sandbox exploration whatsoever, nope. Being shepharded down a five-feet-wide road straight to the next area sure makes me feel like I've graduated from the days of the side-scroller where you could only go left and right. Uh huh. e.e (here's hoping it was only that lame because it's the beginning of the game and that later on isn't quite so restrictive).
Oh yeah and htf do I keep my idiot ranger from constantly switching to his blades instead of his bow whenever I'm not breathing over his shoulder?!?
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LOL@random spam to the gamer club email
Hello,
My Name Is Miss Grace, it give me a great pleassure to write you after viewing your profile which interest me to have communication with you, i really want to have a good relationship with you i will be very happy if you can write me through my email for easiest communication. my email is (gracce4u@yahoo.com) i which to hear from you and i will send you my picture and the rest of the information i am expecting your reply soonest remember color age or language dosn't matter but love matters must bye.
From Grace.
o.- *tries to imagine someone using the gamer email which three or four people have the password for to find an e-girlfriend* XD
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Tuesday, December 15th, 2009
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No responses on my fake okcupid profile yet. How unamusing ;_;
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Monday, December 14th, 2009
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BTW I randomly started rping with a new person. It's a lesbian females who hates gay male and straight couples.
WTF am I doing o.- This can only end in sadness, since I couldn't care less about lesbian couples (in RP). Ah well.
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[22:53] Ceridwen: http://www.okcupid.com/profile/hipshit?cf=regular this girl sounds very very shallow.
[22:53] Ceridwen: I'm guessing affliction is a clothing brand? o.-
[22:53] Vornerin: Maybe?
[22:53] Ceridwen: *does not care at all about brands, only if something looks cool or stupid*
[22:53] Vornerin: It's not as bad as one I saw.
[22:53] Ceridwen: oh no I've seen worse trust me lol
[22:53] Vornerin: Hah
[22:53] Ceridwen: it just cracked me up that she says she's not uptight about fashion but then bashes a PARTICULARLY BRAND
[22:54] Ceridwen: it's like saying "I don't care about cars but if you don't drive a ferrari you're an asshole"
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